The photo on the left was taken around a year before the picture on the right. It's an early "Happy Birthday Olivia" collage. Can't make it to the sweetie's b-day bash but here's my little celebration :)
It was great taking that old photo and applying some post processing skills to it that I've developed over this past year. There's so much out there to learn that it can be overwhelming but it's nice to recognize some growth.
And speaking of growth...Sometimes, when I look at Olivia, I am astonished that our little child would have been exactly her age. It blows me away because parenthood feels so far away these days. I think I am in a more positive place than a year ago...in fact, even compared to a month ago! Finally, I am working on me and really working on building a stronger marriage for that hopeful day when it will be our turn to have a family.
Would I change the events in the past two years and have that child with us now? Oh yes.
But am I recognizing the subtle blessing this time has brought to me and my husband? Yup.
I only have five more weeks of the school year. NUTS. It is going to be an incredibly busy month but I can do it. I can't wait!
This summer I am on an official break. I am taking full advantage of the major perk of this job and am seeking some healing from the stress of these past few years.
I want to grab my camera and travel. It may be time to go on that solo retreat from the world. I don't know how to be alone with myself very well and I think it would be good to get away from everything and reflect on...well...me.
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